Never to dig in the past as i said to my self.This is my first journal Though I dont really knw what it really means ,I was studying for IT but I quit that without thinking of my future or carrier,quite amateurish as i look it now.I quite thinking to myself in the artworld as drawing and painting gave me some sense of joy n freedom or shud i call liberation.but it wasnt as easy as i thought.I became a rolling stone that neva found its ground.First i thought animation then illustration,then advertising and slowly i lost myself in this artworld.I became so lost that i cudnt do my basic thing which are foundation for everything which is drawing